Saturday, January 29, 2011

ouh , I cant breath

hmm , sedar tak sedar dah hujung bulan dah kite . and when january's end , here comes february . when it comes to february ramai larhh yang prepare presents , brownies , cakes , flowers, chocolates and so on . why ? counting on for the valentine's larh . ape lagi . aiseyman , it is compulsory ? naah ! kite je yang memandai oblige it . * saye tak kate semue macam tuu ... ahah ! feb feb feb . ohoho , exam's coming . the TOV . ape yang aku nak jawab nanty ek ? study belom . hey , lemme tell ya the story of my senior year .

× i've got LAZINESS disease . and its spread too fast !
× my school is suck ! hey , i'm tell ya the truth .
× mummy , teachers & friends : they are sooo annoying !
× class organisation . macam mane aku boley tersesat dalam kelas tu ? i am the only gurlz from 3A's . and they started to treat me lyke an idiot ! eg : i'm doing all the class stuff lyke the chart , duty roaster and so on , but they got all the appreciations . urghh !
× besties : forget me already , i know that .
× prefect things : baju batik ? what the hell ? kalo skola asrama takpe jugak . setakat nak pakai tyme hari-hari penting tak payah lar cikgu oii ! buat membazir duit jee .
× me : rase nak quit ! bosan dengan sekola , envi and the most important i cant bear living in this _ _ _ r condition .

p/s : hmm , considered it as MSY Part 1 .

status : it ain't the end of the world .

foot note : sorry for this "unknownable" entry .

struggling for SPM or quit ?

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

bad day

arghh !
bad day .
niat na tolong orang , last-last jadi bala . sumpah aku tanak pegy kedai tu repair pape pown . huh ! okay , lets make it short . today's raining . so , banyak larh air yang bertakung kat jalan yang tak rate uh . after habes shopping ape yang patut tadi aku pown pegy larh hantar si teah tu pegy amek moto dye . nak dishortkan lagi , aku pown pegy larh tunggu sekali . tup-tup entah macam mane adew larh sebuah kereta pajero hitam tu lalu and then SPLASH ! basah ! and yang buat aku sakit hati yang aat-amat-amat sangat nieyh dye boley pulak dengan suka hati nyer berkate * sehabis skema ayat aku ! "alamak , saya basah lar!" ... pergh ! gth ! condition tyme tu : extra hot chillies + black pepper ! tapi boley control lagi , wat derk jer * ekowt hati aku nak cari paip pegy simbah air kat muke mamat selenge uh !! bia dye rase langit tu tinggi ke rendah . tapi akal waras aku menegahnye * bia dalam hati sumpah dah berkarung-karung . waaa ! and sebagai penyejuk kepada hati yang tengah marah aku pown dengan rela hati bawak moto 120 km/h . ape , tak laju lagi ? oke lar tu . bukan jalan linear pown , kejap-kejap belok kiri , kejap-kejap belok kanan , pastu ader traffic lights pulak * physics application in daily life (: ... itupun harapkan brek depan rosak jer , kalao tak maybe laju ag kowt . haish ~

p/s : ini saje untuk hari ini .
takde mood nak tulis panjang lebar .

Sunday, January 23, 2011

the "L" word

Thus far, the hardest yet the best lesson I have learned about LOVE is that: it owns nothing but holds everything.

p/s : have i ever say this "L" word to someone ? yeah .. my biggest mistake .

hey , do you love me ? yes ? no ? naah ! HAHA . apew pnyer soklan buduh lar yang aku merepek nieyh . sepanjang aku hidop neh cume ade sorang jee yang aku saayaanggg . sape ? awak lar kowt . boley ? n_n sape lar agak-agaknyer hamba Allah yang malang tu ek ? * aik , kenape malang ? simple jee jawapannye . sebab saye sayang dye (:

LOVE memang senang cakap , tapi ... paham-paham sendirik lar when it comes to an ending , automatically LOVE bertukar menjadi HATE . hmm .. aku pown camtu ke ? entah =,=

deyy , my stories plak oke .

  • haish , ym yesterday . got new friends * hye awakk ! enemy too * sah-sah tak paham cakap melayu .
  • homework * heh ! cuti due hari tak siap-siap lagi ., bile larh aku nak insaf ..
  • wimozad * arghh ! buhsan-buhsan-buhsan ! agak-agak korang , bile aku boley dapat lesen P erk ?
  • facebook * grr ! tak habis-habis tanye soklan same . bile aku da cakap "no IM chat to stranger , mean NO lar !! adoyai ~
  • DIE ! * aiseyman .. rinduu ? tak kowt ? HAHA .. pape jelah myra oii ... well , he's not longer MINE (:
  • abg izat * be strong oke . luv you 
  • ahad * ouch ! mate dah sakit . sekolah lar pulak . malas nyer . SPM ? pandai-pandai lar aku jawab nanty .
  • nyamuk * boley tak kao stop gigit aku ? saketlarh !

p/s : gonna struggling for biology's homework this morning ^^,

Saturday, January 22, 2011

Broken Heart - Where To Start ?

Healing a broken heart seems to take an amount of time proportional to the length of the relationship. Old folks often die within weeks or a few months of each other after many years of marriage - the most extreme cases of a broken heart.
If you've had a relationship that is only a few weeks old, chances are you may get over it quickly. But for those who have been in marriages and "serious" relationships that have gone wrong, it can be hard to mend a broken heart.
When two people become one couple, there's probably been a great deal of compromising that has gone on within that relationship to find a common ground where you both feel comfortable. All too often women lose their identities, and because we are caring, nurturing creatures naturally, we do tend to drop all the things we loved to do just so he will be happy.
Now get yourself a glass of wine or a cup of green tea, whatever, and write down a few things under the following headings:
Why I don't love him any more What I couldn't stand about him His annoying habits
And these are the most important ones:
What did I STOP doing that I used to love doing? Now I am single, what do I want to do?
List are great therapy and a lot cheaper than visiting a shrink. When you finish your lists - now be very careful and think hard about these things - you may be surprised and already feel liberated.
My goodness, I forgot that! I used to have so much fun surfing/knitting/working out/rock climbing whatever!
And "what I couldn't stand about him", I hope took more than one page! Leaving the toilet seat up, never putting the lids back on anything, he never cooked, never cleaned, watched what HE wanted to watch on TV. And perhaps he even stopped taking you out Miss Door Mat!
Are you clenching and unclenching your fists yet? Or do you just want to cry? Tears of sorrow? Tears of frustration? Tears of happiness I hope, because you need to get back to being the happy person you were before you met him.
Some men actually get a kick out of thinking that their exes are sitting at home tearing their hearts over them! You are better than that! Stop listening to all those dreary broken hearts songs too!
If you were in a relationship for any length of time, get out of the habits you got into then, they will only remind you and make you sad. If you used to go to the grocery store every day to pick up dinner for two, go to a different grocery store, or eat out with a friend instead. Carry outs for one are quick and cheap, you'll have time to rent a chick flick or one of the (many) movies he never wanted to watch. Just try not to make them sad movies, or you'll be back crying again. Lonely? Got to the animal shelter and adopt a lonely dog - he'll love you for it and will take you on long healthy walks too!
Change your habits, change your hair and treat yourself to a trip, or something you always wanted. You deserve it, and you can be totally selfish now you're on your own!
Still need help healing a broken heart? If you think you will never get over your ex, follow this link for some great help that will make you think single and enjoy YOU again

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Tuesday, January 18, 2011


halu halu halu !
hadoyai , sumpah tader mase na blogging . huhu ;(
balek skola tido , balek skola tido * opposite dari attitude pelajar cemerlang

16th january

happy belated birthday to kaq waney .
haha .
who's her ?
yang kiri oke .
cumel cumel cumel (:

- layan perasaan -

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and it's all so quiet and I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake
Oh, holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted
Stood there and watched you walk away from everything we had
But I still mean every word I said to you
He will try to take away my pain and he just might make me smile
But the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead
Oh, holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding onto nothing
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted
I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started
Come on, come on, don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
I can't go back
I'm haunted
You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But I never thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

Love , myra

Saturday, January 8, 2011

my stories .

hey bloggie . sorryy lame tak update . busy ! * baru jan da bus . belum feb , mac and so on lagi (: whole week stories .
2nd january
bad day . stupid one . hate sunday . damn ! huh !

p/s : dont have mood to write anything .

3rd january
well , it's the first day . so far so good . kinda boring but its just fine (:

p/s : first day being a senior

4th january
hey ! school's lar ! woke up late * padan muke ! tapi takpe , aku pegi naek moto . lambat sikit tu oke lar . sampai ngam-ngam je sekola . HAHA

p/s : homework babeh .

5th january
bangun lewat lagi . * 6.15 lewat ke ? yelar . mandy da setengah jam , na pakai baju lagi , ikowt jadual lagi , susun buku , makan , isi air ,panan enjin . adoyai ! alamak ! jadual ta siap ag , camne nie ? * homework bm oke ! nak dishortkan crite aku bwat lar time sivik * camne da f5 subject sivik ade lagi neh ? , tapi cikgu tu asyik dok menebeng kat deret meja aku jeh . ala , cikgu niey pown , bile la die nak bla . aku nak bwat keje pown tak senang . shortkan lagi cite , akhirnye siap lar jugak jadual aku yang tak seberape tu . tapi yang panas tuh cikgu tak tanye pown !!! semalam punye lar semangat soh dak-dak neh buat die nak tengok . last-last . . . baek takah buat gitu , bwat abes dakwat pen ngan membazir mase aku je . aiseyman . night time ! kua ngan fyrah . teman die gi beli buku , die belanja aku makan * tokey besar lar katekan , baru dapat gaji . HAHA . and then balik dalam kesejukan , alamak ! hujan lar pulak . hey hey hey ! beli perfume baru lar ! haha . tapi yang aku nak da habis , terpaksa lar beli yang lain . huhu :(

6th january
skipped school ! haha . senior da buat hal . rockin babeh !

7th january
cam bese jew , borink tahap gaban and seejuuk tahap cipan . asal lar hujan tak berenti neh ? adooii !

8th january
eh ! harini larh kan ? haha . updated blog * tu pown ntah kat mane nta aku online . ops ! homework jangan lupe !!

p/s : asal aku asik teringat die ? dalam mimpi pown die ade gak . haish ! focus myra , focus !! takkan kao nak dapat 5A lagi ? * arghh ! tanak da 5A !! at least bia r 7A , lagi banyak lagi bagus . tapi camne caranye ? buntu-buntu .

salam sayang , MYRA (:

Saturday, January 1, 2011

goodBYE 2010 , welCOME 2011

hey readers :)) HAPPY NEW YEAR ! hey ! some people says when it comes to new year everything must be new . betol ke ? example : new bag , new shoes , new clothes , new love * does it mean new boy ? HAHA . dont know la .

p/s : wanna know what i'm into this 2011 ? lets check it out ! (:

for those yang dah tahu , yeah baby ! it's our SENIOR year * chill baby ;) . so , when its come to SENIOR year , it comes to our big exam la SPM . it is not S=Sijil P=Pergi M=Mati okay ? * go to hell for those yang reka words bodoh tuh ! HAHA . it is S=Sijil P=Pelajaran M=Malaysia * original punyer from KPM :D bak kate najwa "welcome to senior year bitchass and please getting serious in your final exam .Bye Bye facebook am not gonna online for forever" * dye memang suke lebih-lebih dalam semue perkare . ekowt suke kao larh najwa .

eh , jap . bile cakap pasal tahun baru niey mesti tak lengkap kalao tak cite pasal azam baru . betol tak ? * i know betol , tak payah cakap . hee ~ well . azam baru eh ? boley recycle tahun lepas punyer tak ? HAHA . last year was my damn fuckin bad year . banyak crite sedey dowhh ! ;( tapi yang penting LIFE MUST GO ON BABEH * bak kate my beloved uncle sufii :)) azam aku tahun nie ekh 

♥ SPM SPM SPM . study larh sayangs . tamao maen-maen lagii . cukup larh pmr aku hancuss * bukan hancus mean no a's okay ! tercicir 3a dup dup dup jadik 3b . menyesal siot ! lagi rase cam shial bile aku jadik target 8a ! arghh ! stupid myra

♥ diet ! *haha .

♥ nak jadik daughter yang solehah and student yang rajen . no more lazyness (:

♥ passive to active * ecece , boley ker ? niey bukan panchor babe . hurm .

♥ kurangkan fb-ing !! tapi lebihkan blog-ing ! bolay tak camtu ? ala , satu post sehari cukup lar tu ;)

♥ kemas katil every morning * bangun pagi da bese , kemas katel jew yang malas . haha * time skola jew bangun pagi , time cuti paham-paham sendiri lar .

♥ belajar masak . can ? * goreng mee haritu sedap lar pulak . hehe 

♥ couple ? no boy before spm ! after spm ? tak tao larh 

♥ spm ! study !

♥ spm ! * kene ulang banyak kali nanti aku lupe ;)

oke sayangs , tu jee dulu . sebelom terlupe , GOODLUCK SPM CANDIDATE ! 

p/s : saya rindu seme panchorian ! PMR tak dapat same-same , SPM pown tak dapat same-same . huhu . deana : miss your cheeks :)

salam sayng , MUAH MUAH MUAH (: