Wednesday, August 12, 2015

it must feels good kan to be the first in everything? i seriously dont have any idea that tarikh korang ni sebelah sebelah je. and it must feels good jugak kan jadi important person ni? lucky you. maybe i shouldn't say and do anyrhing in the first place. because yesterday i feel just fine. and today i feel like rubbish. feel like a stupid. compared to you who did just fine every single time, every single day. i feel really really stupid. and mad. and sad. how i wish now that my present doesnt reach you. because i just cant accept the fact that no matter what i do, i will never be your important ones. never be anything. never.